Wednesday, August 11, 2010
So I went back to the doc yesterday morning. I was there at 7:00am to have blood drawn. The ob clinic doesn't even open till 7:30am. But I had to get there early b/c it takes a while to get the results of my blood. I actually didn't have to wait that long. Once I got in there and sat down they called me in to get weighted and blood pressure. I was not happy about my weight, but we can work on that later. My blood pressure was a little high. The nurse asked if I was nervous? Yea! I am about to find out if I have a baby or not! So I go back in the waiting room and they call me back within a few mins! I was all prepared this time. Last time I was there for 2 hours with nothing to do and a dead phone! And it was freezing in there! So this time I bought a magazine just for this and remembered my jacket and I didn't even have to wait that long! lol I am still bleeding like a heavy period! I have been bleeding like that all weekend! I had some bad cramps Sat while we were at wal-mart and thought maybe I lost it then. Well Monday morning I see what I think is tissue, which is what I am suppose to be looking for. So I am pretty sure I lost the baby. And once the doctor did the sonogram she came to the same conclusion. There was nothing there. And my HTC levels or which ever it is, were low too. She wants me to come back in 2 weeks to see that the levels come down naturally like it should after a miscarriage. She said once I have a period we can try again! So that is good news! I am glad it is over and I now know. I have been bleeding and worrying about this for over 2 weeks. Now if only the bleeding would stop. She said this could be my period and it can be longer and more heavy bleeding then a regular period. Bingo! I feel like how much blood can come out of me without dying lol. So hopefully once we try again we will have a successfully pregnancy! Updates to come.