Sunday, August 29, 2010
I hate this weight!
I have been really stressing about my weight lately. I may only weigh 126 pounds, but I was about 118-119 about 3 months ago. I hate weighing this much! I am uncomfortable and nothing fits me anymore. I want to cry when I have to get dressed in the mornings. I haven't weighted this much (not prego) since after I had Westin. I think I even got down to 123 and the last few pounds was the hardest. So I think "What happened?" I got pregnant, but then started bleeding about a week later. Slow at first then got worse. So I was really trying to take it easy! I didn't do anything for a few weeks. I was still upset I gained that much at 6 weeks prego, but I had to take it easy if I wanted to keep the baby! Well I ended up losing the baby and now can't get the weight off. That was about 3 weeks ago. I didn't expect to lose all of it in 3 weeks, but I was hoping for a little improvement! Nope I still weigh the same as I did at my last doc appt. *sigh And I wasn't happy with that weight at the doc appt! I tried to keep positive after the miscarriage. It happened early, we can try again once I have my period, so that is good news. I am glad I was 3 months prego, that would be horrible! But I really think though all this trying to be positive, I was really hurting inside! And that could play a big role in this weight and why it is not coming off! I have been waiting for my period so we can try again, but I still think maybe this will happen again. I feel like I am 1 and 1. 1 miscarriage and 1 baby so I feel like I have a 50/50 chance this will happen again. I dunno. The doctor never said anything about it happening again. We will just have to see. But I am still worried that we may not get prego in the next few months. I am so nervous and scared and worried. And there is nothing I can do except wait and see. And that sucks lol
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girlie, hang in there. losing weight is not easy. i'm on that journey myself. slow and steady wins the race.
ReplyDeleteby the way, good luck with getting prego!
Oh goodness. I didn't know you lost the baby. First of all, i'm sorry that happened and i'm sorry for your loss. Don't be so hard on yourself. You can easly lose those 6 lbs. Love ya jade!
ReplyDeleteok we need to set a time each day to work out! and we will dance it out every day i need too losse 10% you want to loose weight! and as for getting prego! you can start trying again and if you need me too ill take westin for a day or 2! :-) It will happen when its ment to happen maybe we will be belly buddies :-)
ReplyDeleteI too am sorry for your miscarriage I know how horrible it is and how rough emotionally and physically it can be on our bodies. You will lose that weight just don't be so hard on yourself. I think stress plays a part in your metabolism. I believe you will be just fine and soon you will be telling us you are prego and all will be ok. Good luck and we are all here for you.
ReplyDeleteGood luck! I have always heard the last few are the hardest! For me, it's the first few...I cant seem to get motivated!
ReplyDeleteI know 6 pounds can be just as hard as 60 but take it easy! You can do it!
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